I have been stricken-and death my destined bedfellow, beckons calmly, as if to say, "It's all right. It will be over soon. " He speaks of this fever that torments me-the aching in my bones and the soreness of my ears and throat. I am a walking talking ENT's dream.
Here's my first effort:
Ode to The Chef
Running out of time [I know, could I BE more trite?]
-eating cherries, succulent and sweet
drinking vanilla vodka Coke(TM) with lime
Salad is served, we begin to eat.
Two kinds of dressing
both homemade-superbly ambitious
prelude to blessing
us with perfectly delicious
meat. There is no need
for dessert. Champagne
is enough. Then Weed.
Or did I forget? Insane
but that's how it works, erasing
time. And later-sated, I sing.
Here is the next poem:
Impatience
Patiently I waited
hoping and wanting
-to be sated.
A week. Another day waiting
the impatience tore at me.
But I was calm.
Yet. Full of nerves, see?
Packed tightly. With balm
you unwound me expertly
over and over, delivering
to the point of pain so sweetly
something
that cannot be duplicated
only given, never traded.
Last sonnet is a commentary of my current condition: sick.
Sickening
Sickening quickly
death becomes
me. Sickly
and green, my body hums
a tired tune.
I'm ready. I know
you can take me soon
and sow
a new beginning
my death
drink my blood, dearest. Sing
of your conquest. Sing it! Breathe my breath!
Take me irrevocably down
grinding me sweetly completely into the ground.
All right. It's difficult to judge one's own work. It's very difficult. But I don't think it's that bad, is it? Fans?
I remain, feverish and dying,
Hilda Stinson
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